Wednesday, March 02, 2005
Been a long...long...loooong time...
<whew> Well damn....it's been a while... Lemme see... last time I left you...ummm..hmm I don't even remember what I said... Oh yeah...I'm workin at Walmart.. when I first got hired...I started at $6.75 and I set a goal that I'd be at at least $8.00 by the end of my first year... well it BARELY hit 6 months and I'm at $8.05. It ain't the greatest job....but it's a job...and it's helping me to get what I want and could possibly help me to be closer to who I want (I'll speak on that later). Along with getting a job at Walmart.... couple months later...let's say in December.. (I started Walmart in August...12th to be exact) a nigga got a car!!! 95 Eagle Talon... blue... stick..when I Saw it...I had to have it... there were 2 problems tho.. 1. I only had $1400 saved up...it costed $1900.. 2. it was stick...muhfucka I can't drive stick! Ohhh shyt! So this is wha I did... Saved up a lil more money...like $300 more...brought me to $1700..and I bought it.. THEN I had everybody and they mama teachin me how to drive the shyt... and in a couple days... a nigga was rolling!
Now once I had the car I noticed...no radio.. the guy who sold it told me he took his radio out.. No biggie...I can drive without a radio... at least that's what I thought in the beginning... GAWD DAMN! Anybody that knows me...KNOWS I must have been desperate for that car to say that.. that shit was killing me.. Maaaan shyt got so bad I was humming songs?! Fuck! So I used one of my connections at Best Buy and bought me a radio and some speakers...I'm getting more...but I gotta go slow..money doesn't flow like water for me.. But yo...it's a good connection...he get everything like 60% off..good shyt!
Another problem was the muffler.. shyt was makin a sound like.. there was a damn rock inside the shyt..not good. So...just recently I got my muffler installed...gawd damn I can't describe the feeling that shyt put in me once I heard my car.. I was inside the office paying for it and I heard the mechanic start it up outside... I was like "DATS MY SHIT!?" whole office was like "wtf". Damn yo...made me want to give hugs and shyt.. shyt sounded so beautiful <VroOM>.
So.....my whole car deal is taken care of.. now to more important shyt..
The female mentioned in the last post...is gone...kaput...done... shyt did not last.. If you ask her...she'd say it was my fault...if you ask anyone else....well...no need to state the obvious.. But...I guess everything happens for a reason..becauuuuse.. I just recently met this.....I dunno...this.... I don't wanna downplay her by trying to describe her...because no matter how long a description and how elaborate the words..I sill wouldn't be able to explain..how incredible she is..
When I first saw her...smh...gawd damn me if 2 minutes later I found myself with my mouth wide open... I introduced myself...and fuck...that sealed it.. Smart...funny...witty...down to Earth...GORGEOUS.. I mean...damn as if she couldn't get better when I first saw her...talking to her multiplied her beauty... She's special...that's all I can say...without jinxing myself..
Anyway...needless to say...things are goin damn good... I'll hit this shyt up another time wit my thoughts..
Voice is speakin @ 10:52 am
Friday, September 10, 2004
Hmm....back by popular demand..
Well shyt...it's me..been a while hasn't it?
Well for those who don't know I got a job... at Walmart. And yeah... I know you're laughin...but guaranteed I'm workin harder than 99% of you fucks out there... Umm... so yeah..that shyt takes a lot of my time...that's partly why I'm not on this piece anymore... The other reason why y'all haven't heard from me is cuz...I do other shyt... LoL.. Also there's this girl I met online....I talk to her on the phone...yeah I said it... on the phone... which is some shyt I DON'T do for anyone.....right Tasta? LOL Dat shyt is a privelage only a few special people get.. Anyway...she's madd cool yo... DEFINITELY wifey material....so hopefully we can work somethin out...nah mean? Ah well...I'm bored...comment if you wish....farewell...
Voice is speakin @ 12:32 am
Saturday, June 19, 2004
Ok..hea it is... a quick overview of all the bullshit that's happened in days past..
1. Things are rocky wit me and my moms...we're not gettin a long too well
2. Finally got the new car....but..from somewhere else...and I don't like it..
3. I've been looking for jobs...and have had no luck...
4. 2 of my ex's hit me up within a week... (1 of'em wants sex...and the other just wants to talk..I think)
5. The car that we just got 2 days ago breaks down on my way to look for a job..(in the middle of nowhere I might add)
So yeah...things have been shitty..
Voice is speakin @ 09:15 pm
Saturday, June 05, 2004
Aiight... here we go...Imma fill y'all in..
Well....as I mentioned before... I went to South Beach for Memorial Day.. Mmmm.. Not bad... not GREAT either.. See I was expectin da South Beach I see on TV.. with nothin but gorgeous..horny ass females that just walk up to a guy and wanna go somewhere.. and then it turns out that the somewhere they wanna go is to a hotel room with 3 fine ass girls who just happen to be triplets...and ..heh..well you know what I mean. It wasn't anythin like that.. There were some beasts out there! Ahh well...it was ok like I said..
Later that day we went to a Chinese Buffet... YO..we TORE DAT PLACE UP! Gawd damn.. shyt was good! So afta that we had to drop off my boys g/f at her house... but we got sidetracked and went to the park and played a few games of basketball.. I'm fuckin outta shape...I was breathin hard and restin in da first damn game..(never used to be like dat) After da games..he dropped his girl off and we went to my boys house...cuz he had just come back from a trip..(this is around 9pm)
So we chilled for a lil bit there... and informed him of our weekend and what we had heard about dis otha nigga we know..
Lemme start from the beginnin on this one..
Dis nigga...who we will call "L.M." to save face is 17..he just recently got a g/f.. When they first hooked up she was 13 (ugh..nasty).. and since then they've been havin sex...on the regular.. She's takin his virginity..and he's takin hers.. He's supposedly in love..but...he comes back and tells everyone the details of how he's fuckin dis youngin.. (Now..bein da real..truthful but sometimes harsh person that I am... I have stated in many ways that I disapprove) He goes to her house everyday...and fucks..everyday.. (we know this cuz he tells us...but it's love right? Wha kinda love is that when you spreadin ya girls business all ova da place) Anyway..she just barely turned 14 and they're still goin at it.. (yes her mom knows they fuck...she doesn't care as long as they use protection..SMH) So..as of late..he's stated to my boy that da next time they're togetha he's gonna fuck her twice wit a condom and da last time he wants to go raw... Needless to say when I heard this... I had some things to say... (he was like a lil brotha to me at one time...but I got fed up wit how he treats his "friends")
So we tell my boy who just got back from da trip 'bout this... and he damn near loses his mind.. Dis nigga is like WHA?! His dad comes in and is like.."who y'all talkin 'bout" And we all jokin like.. "We can't tell you...but you'll know in say...mmm...9 months?" ( The reason I'm so mad about it is because I was talkin to anotha nigga 'bout usin protection...this nigga's older than me but still a virgin..and he was just sayin some crazy shyt.. so I was lettin him know what I done been through a lot...and I just don't want him to fuck up like I did.. and yo L.M. was preachin right along wit me...since he had just recently got his g/f...so I guess he thought he was wise as fuck)
So everyone has come to the conclusion that this dumb ass nigga is gonna get her pregnant.. A dumb ass 17 year old is gonna get an even dumber ass 14 year old pregnant...thus endin both their lives.. So it's me and like 6 otha niggas sittin outside talkin 'bout dis...and we decide we're gonna sit dis nigga down and talk to him.. ( I said from da get go dat I'm not sayin shyt..because I'm tired of talkin to dis nigga..he's been doin some grimey ass shyt lately..maybe I'll get into dat anotha time) So da next day we sit dis nigga down and talk to him...and he was all like "yeah yeah nigga..I know not to do dat.."
That was ummm...Tuesday night.. I havent' seen him since..
He's prolly been at his g/fs house........... fuckin..SMH!
That's about it in terms of major events...
In terms of emotional shyt..and personal shyt wit me.. hmmm..let's see..
There's this girl that I'm very much interested in...but..she made it extremely clear to me that that won't be happenin anytime in the near future...so no matta how much I care for her..I realize that those feelings are gonna have to change.. I just recently rekindled this friendship with a young lady that I hadn't talked to for a while.. (I stopped talkin to her..cuz to me she had changed from the person I once knew her to be..) I'm glad we started talkin again tho...I forgot how great of a person she is.. and we have a lot more in common than I knew before.. Hopefully our friendship can grow and possibly evolve into somethin else..
<whew> FUCK! That's about it fa me... Shyt..afta this even I'M hearin voicez..
Oh..and just so y'all don't think I went soft...
EAT A DICK! SOCK CHEWIN ASS BIIIIIIITCH!
Voice is speakin @ 12:42 am
Wednesday, June 02, 2004
Maaan..I don't feel like typin shit..
Dunno if I mentioned it but I went to South Beach for the first time on Memorial Day.. Me and my boys had a talk wit anotha one of our boys...cuz he messin his life up...etc etc.. I'll explain da shyt later..
Voice is speakin @ 12:58 pm
Monday, May 31, 2004
Aiight...I dunno where I left off wit my lil car story... But we stll don't have it... I like drivin the Ford Explorer he let us "borrow" (like that was a HUGE favor). Anyway..since I haven't really been gettin a chance to go out...I went out tonight and saw "Day After Tomorrow". Yo... shyt is SERIOUS! If you haven't seen it yet... do dat! JUST cuz of dat movie...I don't wanna get a car now.. (you'll understand if you see it). But...if I don't get a car...how can I get head in da backseat? LoL. Ahhh..nevamind..
Other than dat...I'm goin to South Beach for the first time eva! I've lived in FL over 10 years and I haven't been there yet.. Hopefully it IS what it's cracked up to be! I'll let y'all know..
I'm outta hea..
Voice is speakin @ 01:56 am
Friday, May 28, 2004
Damn...I'm drained... In every sense of the word..
Physically..emotionally...I'm just drained..and shyt wit this car is not helpin.. I shouldn't have to say it...but I am... once again..the car was not ready today.. My fuckin mom broke down in tears...(she told me later they were fake tears...just to let him know that she IS upset over this shyt) I figured before she told me that it was just a compilation of stress...physical pain.. and the fact that this bastard dealership guy is playin games..
So the dealership guy was givin us some sob story about how his mom is dyin.. My mom was all into it "feelin his pain" and shyt...and I was just sittin there listenin.. So later afta we leave (he let us drive a Ford Explorer off the lot since our car wasn't ready AGAIN!) I tell my mom...that I don't really give a crap if his mom is dyin... and she was like "you know what I've been noticin lately...you've gotten a lot colder." Damn yo..my own moms thinks I've gotten cold... <shrugs> Maybe it's true...but shyt... what does his mom dyin have to do wit our car bein ready? Anyway...today we found out his mom died... "boo hoo".. How am I pose to care 'bout somebody I dunno... yeah it sucks...but shyt..she wasn't MY mom..
<sigh> Maybe I am cold...
Maybe I should work on not bein so coldhearted..
LoL... we'll see how that goes...LMAO
Voice is speakin @ 12:50 am
Wednesday, May 26, 2004
Like I said below...we didn't get the car... But listen to what my mom wants to do...
Now we've waited a good week or two for this car... and all through the week it was always "we'll have it tomorrow...tomorrow..tomorrow" So yesterday the guy said call before you come...so we did and it wasn't there...but he said tomorrow.. So instead of waitin to see if the car is gonna be there tomorrow...my moms is gonna go out and by a completely different one..
Under any other circumstance I woulda said smart move... But if you've waited 2 weeks for da car...can't you wait one more day...and if it's not there THEN go get another one? She's plannin to go madd early in da mornin..when she could just wait till like noon or somethin and see if the other car came in. SMH!
I mean damn..if during those 2 weeks you weren't lookin for a car...and you were bein given the run around...why you gonna rush all of a sudden...might as well just give him da benefit of the doubt this last time..
Voice is speakin @ 12:20 am
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
Needless to say...the car wasn't there again... Hmmm...ya thing maybe I should use my powers for good?
Voice is speakin @ 07:48 pm
Once again we were SUPPOSED to pick up da car today...and it didn't happen.. This time I blame it on my moms... Before we left.. I said..call him...and she shrugged it off.. So when we got there the man just up and said..the car's not here..it's gettin a tune up somewhere so everythin will be in order... SMH.. Now how long would the phone call have been? 4..maybe 5 minutes? Damn..why can't people just listen...
So he said the car will be ready tomorrow to drive home... So we'll see what the deal is wit dat..
Voice is speakin @ 12:41 am
